I wish I knew
(a) how many tiles were left in the live wall
(b) how many

were showing on the table
(c) what center opponents' discard pool looked like (the others too)
Nevertheless, here are my thoughts;
If I hold on to

, and break up my hand, it is still possible that ANY of the opponents can "ron" my discard on any turn unless I am absolutely sure I am tossing safe tiles for all of them, which might not be that easy (for me), and if I fail to do so, I might lose anyway.
(and if it does get to a draw, no tenpai for me)
If I toss the

, and it passes, and then tsumogiri everything after that, the same thing might happen but if it gets to a draw, I'm tenpai.
I might even win in the meantime, especially since center has to toss everything he draws.
If the

gets claimed, there is still a chance I might not lose, if it gets claimed by someone other than center with a low points hand.
I would toss the

and go for it. I would rather have my fate determined by me as opposed to the tenpai situation in a possible draw.